heaven is a place on Earth with you

just now , i logged in my facebook acc and i saw ishaq post his piano cover. it is so damnnn syiookkk wey ! and as usual the 'jiwang mode' suddenly activated :) the melodies , REALLY DO takes my heart away . thanks ishaq ! u made my day :)


there's nothing much about life so far . my weekend was sucks . i mean almost every weekend . me and my siblings feel so lifeless and boring since we are all day stuck in this house with nothing to do . reason ? my dad was too busy with his kapal launching yadda yadda and he is now staying at Lumut  . while my mum ? she's busy with her school stuffs and study matters . i can't blame them or any of us . i know its for us , for the whole family . they sacrificed a lot for our family financial and yes everyone must sacrifice something in  their family organisation including me . so , i take the role of taking care my siblings while my parents are not at home . i try to cheer them up by doing something interesting.(even i know they're not interested at all hahahaha........sarcasm) but at least i try .


just to tell you , i miss jb so much . 9 days left and i'm so excited about that :) i miss nenek and atuk so much and i miss the super-massive-traffic-jams in front of nenek's house every morning . hahaha  its unexplainable feelings actually . and of course another reason why i miss jb so much

these two girls :')

magis

jiwa membentak
hati kata taknak
kau faham tak ?

jatuh bangun memang selalu
tawa dan tangis
ahh ...
terlalu tragis..

bukan kudrat aku untuk
menegakkan apa yg bengkok
memaniskan apa yg pahit
menukar si derita kepada bahagia
dlm sekelip mata

tidak ..
itu bukan bidang kuasaku

jika ada mana-mana polan
ingin bikin kacau
ingin bikin pailang
biarkan sahaja..

ya biarkan .

tak usah amik kesah
tak usah diendah

soal future ?
jangan ambil pusing
sampai waktu
ambil slipnya
simpan rapi
terima takdir

cuma
ya memang ada
secebis rasa
ingin bikin emak dan apak bangga
mungkin kalau-kalau tuhan mahu tolong aku kali ini
tuliskan 9A atas kertas putih,nipis itu
aku tak minta ringgit malaysia
mahupun dollar amerika
cukup satu panggilan yg di dial
untuk sampaikan berita yg bisa buat mereka bangga

inshaAllah

random

22/March/2012

the day

the scariest day for all of us (i mean refer to myself )

yes , i'm terrified .

really really do 

:(

i've made a small calender just like one when i was counting the days for spm . (but this time agak noob laa cuz i just use plain white paper hahahaaha....... k...) i was too nervous . yeahh , ticking days off the calender using different colors of magic pen is SO-NOT-HELPING-AT-ALL. It doesn't really help me much since i thought that those colors can help to reduce my anxiousness for counting the days . Unfortunately , it doesn't work , AT ALL .  so , damnit ! btw, the tickets are coming and thank God imma stay there for a week . why ticketS ? cuz it's for two ! fatimah sufia is coming along ! wuhuu ! i'm so excited cuz imma spend the whole solid week with her . xoxo , bestie :) and for sure imma introduce you to the big family , 5 Bijak . (if and only if sempat lah kannnn ...) and please don't be so malu-malu kucing with all my friends . haha 

k chiowww